Weeks later, they told us Livia had contacted them.

she left.”

“She would never do that to me.”

John looked exhausted.

“Maybe that sentence is part of the problem.”

By August, Liam left for college.

At his car, I tried to hug him.

He let me, but barely.

“Don’t disappear on me, too,” I whispered.

His eyes filled.

“I’m trying not to.”

A month later, I smelled smoke coming from under his bedroom door.

Liam was away. John was at work. I was upstairs alone when the smell reached me—sharp, burnt, wrong.

His door was locked.

I used a